life

You come up to this world so wrong, and it all starts... At first you learn how to move, sitting, walking, talking, etc. You grow up. Don't care about anything, the most important things: playing, eating, sleeping. Then you try to get to know this world and the people. Watching, asking. And then your life starts to get harder... You go to school, at first it seems cool and easy. More playing than learning. You make friends with other children. It is great! But someday... you start to argue with friends and parents, you're not doing well at school, you're frustrated, tired, angry... Parents, teachers tell you all the time, that you have to learn, that you won't find a job, that you don't care about anything... Everyone is telling you what to do. Then you go to a college. New people, new place. At the beginning you feel strange, but then ... You become a real student. Parties, alcohol, cigarettes, learning all night, but only a day before an exam. Getting up at 11 o'clock. You leave college and can't find a job. You finish working in a shop. You meet your ideal woman/man. Engage, than get married, have children... Great family! You find a better job. Everyone thinks, that you have perfect life, but you're not happy. You are bored of your life. Everyday you wake up, and think about all things you have to do today, and then think: why the hell am I doing this? You want to quit job, but what about money?! You can't live your live fully. You can't party when you want to, 'cause you've got kids, job... Everyday you worry, if you'll have enough money for the rest of the month. You are stressed, depressed, bored... and keep thinking if it makes any sense, but you can't find the answer. You love your wife/husband, your kids are lovely and cute, you enjoy your job. But on the other hand... You can't do whatever you want to, whenever you want to. You've got responsibilities, restrictions. You're expected to be reasonable, accountable. You have to do things you don't want to do very often. And then you think, that there are things worth living for... Worth every sacrifice. You think, that you're lucky, 'cause you've got people, who loves you, and who you love, 'cause you have a job, and you enjoy it (!), 'cause you see, that you want to sacrifice for your family and you want to be with them as much as you can. Every look into your beloved eyes makes you feel better, even after the worst day at work. Every hug from your children makes you smile. When you're lying in your bed, eyes opened in the dark room, feel your beloved body next to you, hear your children snoring in another room, you smile to yourself and fall asleep...

Fight for love everyday, because it is worth it...